The way you make me fell...

So my 13 yr old hates the whole family she told me today. I was OK with this. A little hurt but I get it. She means she feels unloved and wants more attention. So I recognize this but fill ill equipped to fulfill her need when I have the same need and at 35 I am just as emotionally off kilter as she is.

Rainy Day

We had planned to go to the Stone Soul Picnic today, but just as we were heading out it started to rain. We tried to wait it out but the rain persisted. Ended up ordering pizza and wings for me, him and the lil one. The big one went over her paternal grandmother's house.

It felt like Sunday all day. The days are starting to blend together. Tomorrow I think I will clean out some junk in my room.

What do I love to do

I am browsing through blogs. So many people have a passions and hobbies. Things that define who they are. That is something I am seriously lacking. Kids, work, boyfriend. Now minus work so it's simply kids and boyfriend. I need to make friends, find a hobby and get a life. I like to read but I do that already. I tried knitting and it was ok but it hurt my hands and didn't hold my interest THAT much. Of course there's computers, I just can't bankroll that into a serious hobby yet.

Please allow me to introduce myself...

so this week i joined the ranks of the unemployed and im OK with it. i know i need to seriously focus on seeking new employment however i find myself in a rut. i'm running in circles and not sure why or how to fix it. in order to evaluate the situation, clear my head of all the gunk and get my shit together i have decided to dedicate my mind and fingers to blogging. oh, i have attempted this before. MANY times before I have decided to make this the time I make it stick. We'll see.

As you may be noticing I can not even decide on my basic mechanics of typing. Semi- proper punctuation or skip the bullshit and capitalization and just type? IDK. We'll see. A little bit of this a little bit of that, but one thing I know for sure if I don't start getting some of this shit out my head and off my chest I'm going to FUCKING EXPLODE!!!!

Let's get in people, the self therapy begins now...